Day 132,May 12 | 2013



Mother's day
I got it all
You two,our long morning full of snuggles,sunshine,hugs,laugh,kisses,nursing,tears and more snuggles
chocolate cake and flowers and more flowers,oh and some books I wanted for long time)
I'm so complete by being mom,I always thought mothers love is something like the way I love animals
my dogs and horses
no its not,its out of the space love,it hurts for real,its life itself,I can not control power of it
it brings me much joy and also much pain
that fear I have about million things that may happen to you two,I know it will never stop,I have to live with it
and I will,because I'm mom



Den matek
dostala jsem vse,vy dve a nase dlouhe nekonecne rano,plne mazleni,pusinek,kojeni,slunecnich paprsku,smichu,place a jeste vic mazleni
take cokoladovy dort a spoustu kyticek a par knizek ktere jsem uz dlouho chtela
Nikdy bych neverila jak mne to byt mama naplni
vzdycky jsem si myslela ze materska laska je neco jako laska kterou jsme vzdy citila ke svym psum a konim
ne neni,je to neco uplne jineho,nekonecneho,boli to fyzicky,je to zive samo o sobe a neni vzdy mozno kontrolovat jeho silu
prinasi mi spoustu uzasnych chvil a take spoustu bolesti
vim ze ten strach o vas dve uz nikdy neprestane,musim s nim zit
a ja budu,protoze jsem mama

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